lonely

haha today is sunday news....

2007-08-05T07:13:00.000-07:00

i ming yang today going to give a speech about myself.....
1)i wish i haf a good friend hu treat me well...not friend hu treated me badly...
2)i wish sometime im not alive in this earth
3)i wish i realli be a good man...well a bit lame....
4)sometime thinking y i think tat way....
5)am i matured????
haiz so many problems......sometime i live in this world for wat....
lol so many things suddenly come to my head.....
sometime i wish i haf gf to pei wo but....everytime failed...as..."tcejer"
well......so boring .....game slp band school tuition.....eat.....all this walan...so boring....lah !!!!

Why i live in this world??? i felt painful.....

Today is friday news........

2007-08-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

Let me predict tmr saturday news....this is ming yang reporting...I hate satuday....i luv friday........i hate sunday......i luv wednesday........i hate to be myself...but i luv myself.....i luv to haf gf......but gf dun luv me......Today i cannot chiong Mo Siang coz.......all my guild members also slack except some idiot......ex LJJ. Ppl say i not cute.......but i find myself cute jkjk.......too thick skin.....Tok about thick skin......actually my skin veri thin.......When ppl say i cute and handsome......i will be shy as i noe i cute and handsome jkjk........ i realli trust this world gt angel.....but....tat angel dun think tat im alive.....Those hu understand will be awarded.........ming yang kiss....jkjk......i noe i si bei bo liao......but i think u all also bo liao as u read bo liao blog.

Those hu haf "xin shi"....i gt some advice.....plz dun everytime think of winning......dun everytime think u big........dun everytime tink tat other ppl is wrong........dun everytime think tat is ur fault........plz try and think for other "shoe".

Those hu dunnoe wat is "shoe"....plz go and check the dictionary..

For more information, plz wait for 1wk to read my saturday news or friday news....

There r 2 question for this wk...

Q1) Is ming yang cute?
(a)yes
(b)no
(c)dunnid to see also can tell is cute
(d)see alreadi wan to vomit blood.

Q2) Wat is the meaning of "shoe"
(a)shoe loh
(b)ppl hu wear one loh
(c)dunnoe
(d)check dictionary

Attracting prizes awaiting for u...Plz put ur ans into the tag box....
Ans will be review next wk....ty for reading my future saturday news....

this is saturday news

2007-07-28T05:04:00.000-07:00

Sry tat i nv post for so long liao......

lets tok about friday...ytd.............well went to school.....but at first i went to jia jie house den we three go school together....Reached school....den see hong kong last face...tmr they r leaving....sad huh?.....anyway.......

At night......i waited gek heong coz veri rare chance we going to play audition ....so i decided to wait even though i veri tired,,,,,,,eyes closing........den is tat i wan to disturb karin for fun ....so i called jiajia(jiajie sister) to come and trash her ^^ den is tat she go complain to gek heong tat mingyang bully me......den i think she look sad...so i said sry to her.......den gek heong said 11plus or 12 plus play......so i from 10.30pm i wait wait wait wait...........finally 12am liao....she onlined....MSN.....i told her to play......den she say wait wait wait wait....so i wait loh.....den she say ok now can play liao...so i call karin and huiting play....but karin suddenly say ltr den play den gek heong also say ltr.....both of them busy....haiz....so i offline........and slp....i cant take it liao......play so long....

today...early the morning wake up play......den went for tuition at 11am...reach there 12pm.......den tuition until 6pm..take bus go home.....reach home....7.15pm reached due to traffic......haiz....den mo siang i no idea y keep on lagging.....den i download gunz....i find it gunz nicer but is just tat i dunnoe how to play.....haha =D

Next monday english common test so boring........

Everyone haf different thinking......suddenly ki siao....suddenly scold ppl...for no reason...we nv know.......haiz....

anyway i quite happi wif me nowaday.......

today

2007-07-20T19:31:00.000-07:00

Well, im so bored...ytd is friday......mr oei so angry wif anita.....throq her bag to first floor from 4th floor.....order her to take out tie......den we stay back until 1.30pm den can go home sobsobs.....a bit scary...

fly fly fly fly fly fly fly.................................i fall into a (trap)....mami !!! "It" so "ugly" haha..........well.........i wish i can walk wif "it" haha.....lol lah.......

today

2007-07-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

i gt one friend call 4P. 4p is a girl. She veri kp...Give E3 the front page test nia..E2 front page and theory...NB.......Still say no time...not fair...LAME lah....plz lah at least give us same lah. to be fair still say wan to say somemore.... walan....wat kind of person is this? stupid? toot?

After watching the stupid harry potter......realli no idea wat the hell is they showing loh....phoenix? i dun even see a phoenix loh.....OMG !!! all i care about is the kissing part so direct loh....Harry and the girl hor chat just a while suddenly kiss each other so siong......nv say stead or wat den jiu kiss.....OMG

Haiz....Not to boring by saying things....LTR i say some things, den u all will think im cold....so fan loh....Den i nv say just to prevent i being cold....den hor ppl will think i wu liao???? tell me wat shld i do? when i ask this question...PPL will tell me tat think which one is the best way den u go do it.....OMG i realli no idea ....i realli hen fan !!!! fan!!!! say give ppl say i cold......dun say ppl say i wu liao......walan.....i think dun tok is the best loh.....dun care about another loh??? is this the best way haiz................................

5566 (Boyfriend)

2007-07-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for me buggin' you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows i've tried but i can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never beeon good at that-no no
Forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go
Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend-another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don't know how much i wish i was
Your boyfriend-that other guy
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows i've tried but i can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
Chorus:
another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish i was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
Now what else can i do
And how i wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams
Would become reality

Haha...i luv this song....well sometime i thinks of it haiz.....so sad....
Today band band band.so happy we dunnid to perform !!! national day song haha....Erm we now playing winter and brigde of dreams.....cool!!!!
Harry potter on my way !!!.....transformer dunnoe haha....=D tats all i can say today so sad coz i think of this song.....

today

2007-07-07T04:48:00.000-07:00

sianz .....today the "ta" so boring loh waste our time to go school and entertain "ta" haha.....den went amk hub eat den go tuition den go home haha

"e^0L". such a stupid trap haha... lame...

Concert.....

2007-07-06T09:03:00.000-07:00

Today, early the morning, 6.30 am wake up bath...........den 7 am on computer to play game...Haha today nv go school, my classmate go school haha...About 8.30am, i went to tan tok seng to see doctor...Den coincedent i met shawn haha.....

After taking the medicine, omg i veri veri veri hungry......coz i morning nv eat haha is about 11 plus....den i went to novena square to haf my lunch wif my mama at KCF.After lunch we went to amk hub......WAHAHA i make new spec liao haha...

After tat i go home myself and my mama went to NTUC. i waited for ber call den we both go to ACS, ber said 2.30pm in the end he told me tat n level must be 3pm....When reach the ACS, it was so complicated.Coz ber wan to find a toilet also cant find. found leh but locked. ber so suai...

After tat, logistic job again....haiz mistake 3 times but nvm...Mr ong told me tat this is the last time i tell u rmb the first row how many to the center.......second.....third...dun tell me how many seats....kk so i use my last chance wisely.....i nv gave up !!!! and i did it weeeeee but a bit unhappy lah haha nvm lah....

The concert haiz.....i tot no limbo rock, suddenly after the zorro, the choir members came out......I was so angry at tat time......But after all the thing...Suddenly limbo....lol loh but nvm....at least gt.....if not ms koh die die die....=D.....

After the concert, pris sms me tat i perform well......she only send to those hu perform well.....Ok ty haha......pei en also receive i dunnoe still gt hu received....Well,the " ancestor" of the trumpetors are back.......pris foloed by jasmine foloed by lizhen and shihyann foloed by momo and xuan hui foloed by pei en and me......Well we took picture but pris was not there sad huh but nvm at least gt come for the concert haha.....

Im so happy lala......i taller den shihyann and lizhen liao hahah wahaha wahahah !!!!i crazy liao but coz im boi cant be helped if not i realli short short....whahaa i still wan to grow taller....

Quite fun lah this concert.......After concert, went home......eat medicine......post this msg argh lame.........den orh orh... haha (predict future).....nvm.....

Siti argh !!! i dunnoe wat happened to u...Dun be so easily defeated...dun show ur weakness so easily....be happy....life must be happi no lonely de.....lonely is my favourite song haha.......anyway....dun be sad.....Siti smile hehe =D

About today...

2007-07-03T06:28:00.000-07:00

Zzz ZZz zZzz ZZZ ZZZ Sianz today nv go band, coz i skiped tuition for two weeks....sad huh........nvm tmr and thursday and friday sure gt go band haha ....... a bit lame sia me....my com finaly ok liao ^^ can play mo siang liao nvm is a game... haha

2007-07-01T04:51:00.001-07:00

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sunday....

2007-07-01T04:30:00.000-07:00

Haha....sry tat i nv post for so long.....coz i lazy pig....
After tuition, went to sim lim square.....After tat went home....i kept on thinking tat today is saturday dunnoe y.....

F>GF wahaha......

Logistic....

2007-06-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

Haix, i dun think i suitable for this post..........So headache.....stupid floor plan.......see hu gt use handphone.......no one cares....about logistic.......im a cleaner.......sad huh........!!!!

Transparent de.......haiz im a slow learner..im stupid, short term memory.....haiz band band band......stupid band !!!!

Juniors all so naughty, dun listen to me and pei en haiz........hopeless de me......i dunnoe how lah....Tell them not to do, they rude.....haiz.......nvm......im a short term memory de ren, cant be helped....a while forget everything......some say wan perfrom suddenly no......haiz.....i hate this post....haiz band major and drum also poor thing......sad......

I realli fan ah !!!!! lucky today momo.......gt say some jokes if not i will be moody all the days.......haiz....ty momo but if u nv see this blog den nvm haha....

Straits times.....(JK)

2007-06-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

Well, after school band, after tat i went to amk hub to cut my hair. After tat bernard told me delon coming so we waited him to come......when he reached he say my hair veri short well i think i agree too haha ^^.......Like tat den handsome ma jk....

haiz, how to guess when i dun even noe u r saying the truth or not and i dun even noe WC say the truth or not he noe???? Haiz fAN,,,,wan to noe something so difficult , i dun wan to misunderstand or wat lah i dun care liao........When u realli nid help or wat den i help lah since u dunnwan say i dun care liao lah also not ur fault .....is my fault.....i stupid......well sort of....

Tmr is school day

2007-06-24T03:31:00.000-07:00

Haiz june holiday flies...........Well after tuition i went to choong boon market to haf my dinner wif my mama and papa. After tat mr wong saw me.....haha he told me to bring ss textbk den is tat in my mind i sianz liao......nid to study.....Den reminders.......Tmr nid to bring report bk !!! wif signature !!! haha see u guys tmr ^^

Cancer !!!!

2007-06-23T06:50:00.000-07:00

During tuition, my teacher found out my neck gt one big thing coming out like pop out....Well quite scary.......nvm my eng chi and one teacher tell me to go see doctor....

When i reached home, i told my papa mama. they were worried about me sobsobs......den my papa decided to tell my mama to bring me go emergecy TAN TOCK SENG. Stupid sia, go in $80.......so ex.......and i still dunnoe wat happened to my neck somemore!!! The doctor took my blood for test to check whether i gt cancer or not !!!! at first i was blur cancer?? at tat time i was blur and shock cancer.....If i die, i sure veri sad i dunnoe wat to do at tat time somemore i still laugh to myself.... haiz.....den i went to take x ray.....While waiting for the result, the doctor called me.......den she told me nthing happened......Den in my mind is HENG ah !!!!

The doctor say we still dunnoe wat happened but u dunnid to stay in hospital......lame $80 just to tell me this???? After tat we took taxi and went home........so heng......if gt cancer i realli will faint.....

one day.....

2007-06-22T06:00:00.000-07:00

School is going to reopen leh.....Sad. Homework still left untouched, well dun wish to go school study but now i had to if not i cant go sec 4. School open i must study harder.....Back to today....i veri angry wif the stupid ICA building de ppl coz one say this story one say another story in the end i went two time and i nv even change my passport picture !!! ARGH... So i called wei ling to meet at ps...forgot to add bernard is wif me too ^_^ Erm we ate at kfc .....this is the part which make me laugh at bernard hahahahaha !!! When we were having MCdonald, we order student meal. One pass to ea meal only.....den the auntie saw bernard photo and said " Last time when i was young i also 'fat' 'fat' (chinese)(pan pan) as u." then i jeck ber back " ber ah! auntie trying to say u fat sia hahahaa !!!!" no idea y wei ling dunwan to eat lunch? dun eat chocolate? ask her whether izzit lose weight she dunwan to tell us....After tat we went to vivio city to watch fantastic 4 silver sufter.

Reached vivo, We went to buy tickets. bernard veri irritating...he kept on disturbing wei ling and I. Nvm, the fantastic quite nice only at the back part nia...After watching, weiling nid to go home, again she dun wan to tell us why she busy, she veri private sia......nvm. After tat, CG called ber wan to folo him to cute his hair....Den is tat just nice we nthing to do so we agreed. Cg i think he rather dun cut his hair so ugly without the stupid fringe...nvm he is (AH GURL)...Den after tat we played batminton until about 7.30pm.....den i went home.....

Well, how to find a girl which is my taste so difficult.....haiz........in order to forget i think this is the best solution.................i think ber said correctly i dunnoe how to handle.......haiz.......sad.......s.a.d................hu shld i woo???????????????????????????????????? nvm time will change everything haha so sure will find de....

About band....haha

2007-06-21T04:41:00.000-07:00

today morning i receive momo sms tat nid to wear school u is tat i wore the band liao den i receive nid to wear uni nvm den...Reached school when fall in, suddenly delon standing in front wif mohaan...i tot he going to be drum major den wei ling band, den actually is not teasting nia.....Delon conduct the zorro veri funny....den wei ling veri serious and nervous...haha !!!

After lunch break, the mitsuo nonami(tsenami) haha well came to our band. He quite strict, but his teaching is excellent...^^ i learned new thing haha example yes in japan is call as (hiie !!!)

After band, jia huan, bernard, delon, jin yu, woon yee, sheryl, zhen yu and karin playing the game which delon had invented haha......jin yu cant stop laughing hahahaha so funny....

Reached home so sianz.....time changes everything........last time is wat done cannot be undone...........now looking to future but dun think gt future haha........wish to haf siblings but..............haiz !!! Think of it make me sad.....i hate to be friendless.......but sometime in band cant be help i no ones to tok to as pei en sit quite far den is tat juniors dunnoe my pattern.....well is just tat when pei en sit near me i can tok.....^^.....nid to wait lunch or after band den can tok to my friends......!!!! Argh so boring if not i tok to my trumpet......crazy me haha

Stupid moto phone

2007-06-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

well morning went to ps to do the stupid moto handphone wif delon...Actually this morning wanted to go band, but the shop opened at 11am and band ends at 12pm den i just nice reach school school 12pm haha...Den we meet ber jh jin yu cg momo ryan and wy to haf our lunch =D!!! After lunch, we went to the clasroom make mask. We tot we can go band rm do but i heard bernard said the loh xiao lan....well dun allow.....After tat i went home and bathe....den went tuition until 8.30pm....Reached home at about 9 plus...Den is tat i reach home i told my father tat the MMS when i send hor the man or girl must haf gprs in the phone den is tat i tot my father handphone bo ma coz he nv tell me.......He shld noe i stupid boi de dunnoe anything wat GPRS i dunnoe , he noe nv tell me den he say tok to me will die den is tat nv tell me when i dunnoe and now say y i nv say this problem and say tok to me will die???? walao purposely noe tat i dunnoe wat is tat and shoot back me.......haiz speechless...........

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2007-06-18T08:16:00.001-07:00

sunday.....

2007-06-17T03:20:00.000-07:00

i hate sunday morning but i luv sunday night . Well no reason to explain....nth to say morning wake up eat breakfast/lunch den went for tuition den nth liao came back home com......so boring....haha........band so sianz......

BBQ

2007-06-16T06:58:00.000-07:00

well this morning wake up sms huan ber delon and pei en to tell them wake up scare they all lazy bum ^^ dun wake up...~~~~~~Well afternoon i went to tuition....i saw ming zhou fer and wenni mei mei.....!!! Well after tuition i went to bbq at the er.......not too sure near the novena mrt the condo there....so blur the condo........!!!! well my ah ben korkor his hair still the same as long as a girl hair....den my candy jie jie er no comment joker nia haha.....Well the bbq still ok lah.....=D quite tired after tat went home wif my papa mama in taxi....den reached home like tat haha

wish to haf a galfriend to walk wif me haiz but i dun think it will work....sad........

Headline

2007-06-14T03:43:00.000-07:00

I think u all must be guessing hu is this rite? Tell u one joke he is bernard the joker well nvm sry bernard but quite fun lah haha =D hu tell u bully me ytd, punishment if u not happy, den i delete.

Well today as usual, wake up, play game. Dun feel like going to band, so sianz...!!! When i reach school, i tot i going to be late, but my thoughts were wrong haha....i was not late...Well as usual opened band rm all this lah....!!! Whne reached 9am suddenly mr ong tok about french horn.......den war.......den computer.....den burn chip get rich.....den wat trumpet thing....den bar code.......den suddenly dunnoe wat lah until 10.15am omg General KN0wlegde???? Gosh quite boring but good to noe lah....!!! WEll den we played midnite den zozo haha, den momo reached band rm...! He sat down behind me and pei en, he was doing his math homework set by loh xia lan haha, den is tAT he nid me and pei en and omg and gek heong gosh sec 2 and 3 teach sec 4 rare case......momo was a bit frustrated coz he cant do the e maths !!! Well we kept on laughing haha.... den after lunch wif mr ong, it is woodwind section, delon, weng lin, bernard, pei en and me playing volley ball haha quite fun !! bully pei en haha. Erm well, ber if u not happy ^^ den i go delete im serious... er den when go home quite boring lah but nvm few months ltr will be more boring....so must cherish it... haha......=D quite happy but a bit sianz lah.....

Petty?

2007-06-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

I realli dunnoe wat to say lah , i did nth , u hit me , i noe play play lah den hit hit hit veri fan de, i hate ppl hu disturb me! Hit leh, saiyang, den hit, espcially saiyang i realli told bernard dunnoe how many time....he dun wan listen....i did nth hit me den saiyang me den hit again , disturb me, wats this all about? treat me as wat doll?

When in AMK, i actually is angry wif him loh, so i purposely shoot him, but when i say out i didnt refering to him, but in my mind is. He also noe, den he keep on making me. I noe this play play, so i dunwan to tok so much....Den i shoot him few times, he twisted my arm veri veri veri veri veri veri veri pain. So i dun wan to care about him liao , just entertain him will do. Coz i noe when i reach home or wat, he will tell me sry de.Well to u all, i think u will think tat i shldnt be angry coz only twist my hand den angry for wat.

Not petty de problem, is tat i realli dun like saiyang just dun like man touch me, understand ? And is fan de loh, i dun wan play, but keep on disturbing me. I nv disturb, but keep disturb, when did liao keep telling me sry and i dunnoe gave him how many chance...he make angry and sad dunnoe how many time,i kept giving him chance, if i dun give him chance, ltr all those close to him will thinks tat eeeeeee ming yang petty de??? y i like tat de only tio bully, yah sometime i bully him, i admit. Is tat when he say dun forgive me den dun forgive loh, den is tat i realli dunnoe wat to do but to bear wif the pain and forgive him n next time hurt again by him and forgive him.....

Well, Delon i dunnoe whether u had forgiven me, i can understand ur feeling after i did it. Yah this is my fault realli my fault, well u dun forgive me, i also wont think tat u petty or wat coz ber always like tat too, i believe ur hurt sure be more deep den me....

To : delon delon delon and ....other ppl hu think tat way

2007-06-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

WEll Sry everyone delon i noe u veri veri hurt well,i realli sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry well plz forgive me =D

Lonely

2007-06-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

i realli think tat im extra in band. Well i think is this way, but for my friends in my band might think tat y i so stupid, think tat way, no ones think tat way is u ownself make it complicated. Well i noe but is like a feeling tat i cannot know many thing... well after the sec 4 leaving, i will be alone liao....haiz....i feel like dieing but i knew die cannot solve problem just haf tat feeling...

i realli think i shldnt born in the earth, i realli hate myself. i dun even understand other ppl feeling still haf the right to luv other ppl? i think i so foolish and extra...

haiz those read this blog will be thinking tat im foolish. well i realli haf this thinking....sobsobs loneliness can kill me too sometime...

Well trumpet solo, i realli fan and scared tat i pull the band down...when mr ong stop i realli felt tat i did wrong...im not hardworking enough haiz.....lucky he say good try if not i realli sad until i sianz diao dunnoe will do wat foolish thing again....haiz.......................................................

Well all i can do is to talk less listen more, understand less, jealous less, den nth will be happened well dun misunderstand i nv jealous only last time =D

i think i today too tired say all crap thing sry treat it as nth happened reali

Sry everyone i think over it liao i think i not much friend not no friend sry...=D wrong info psps ok lah i now happy (updated 9.30pm)

Life is so unfaiR ? =(

2007-06-11T05:17:00.001-07:00

well today nth special i called bernard to come my house. i did my hmwk, not school hmwk. after doing hmwk, both of us went to lavender to change my passport picture. im so angry, they say nid to haf parent if not u must be 16 and above den can ownself do... walao ridiculous!!! After tat we went to my cousin house play audition, baskeball.then i came back home and bathe, den had my dinner, and write this post haha.

Is smoking good? y teenages because of curious or wan to act cool? den went to smoke? Smoking is realli bad can waste a lot of money...make harm to ur body....Good meh ??? Well is BAD !!!! I realli wish there is not smokers in the Earth !!! Hu created ciggratte, if u nv create den the earth will be clean....stupid!!!

freedom but wif sadness.....

2007-06-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

well i finally solve the problems...so happy =D. I realli wish time can go back, coz sec 4 going to graduate soon...i wan to die lah !!! Well i cant even find a person who can truely keep my secrets~~~i dun haf much friends if the sec 4 graduate... only sec 3 my classmate so little....they all dun care de....nvm everyone will soon forget each other unless we r realli fated.....
I wanted to protect and try to understand "it" but i couldnt, i only can secretly help wat i can and the most wait for time to pass and sad...i realli think i can't forgot "it". Sadness kills me, i must try to use to it...i realli like "it" but cant be help, lucky gt my korkor i luv u ^^ =D hope u realli try ur best ^^

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2007-06-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

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2007-06-09T06:29:00.000-07:00

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After genting trip...

2007-06-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

Well i bought some tibits for my whole family eat. the chocolate veri expensive. They are special, gt hot chilli and hot curry. The hot chilli nicer den hot curry. Well i wanted to play the flying coaster but it happened to be raining...sad...!The cinema ticket is darm cheap Rm 12 if wan osim Rm 16 omg is like singapore $10 for only a normal chair but if wan osim is like $8 nia...so cheap....!!!Well there r something which make me a bit unhappy...i realli wish ppl dun think this way~~~~~~~~~~~~~if u realli wan it but u cant haf it,i can dun wan it and i noe u dun wan to be odd and i use to alone and i can change wif u, but u choose not to.i realli wish tat u all wan it den just ask for it, dun outside say dun wan, inner which appear to be another view....haiz.....